new couple(s) from YA zone!

Isaac: S | Cyndy: 4 | Dinda: 3

S43!

hi. just a flash quick news from cyndy =) well, next week is my submission week, torturing week -.-" it'll be very challenging! i want to keep myself avail for You. This month, CG 17 - SVC 24. yes, we can!

another happy story came from my spiritual sister =) congrats koyon n cecil. pastor kong advice last meeting strongly impacted my zone, YA zone =D some friend of mine getting attached this month. ckckckck. well, i think thats all. i pray for you all nafa students, excel in your study, excel in your ministry. syaalalalalalala...

koyon n cecil...
wedeh...

nobody is perfect

Nobody is perfect. Amen? even there's no church is perfect, no cell group is perfect, and from all of this we know that ONLY our God is perfect. This imperfectness made God's power there and completed all of our weakness.

I began to see my self, what area in my life is need to be corrected, and the only way to see it is by asking my friends opinion and build myself again. thanks friends. i do really need to overcome this. i prayed hard during morning prayer.

recently i'm so focused in reaching out to people, praying, do my assignments, and read books. but then i feel that i'm lacking in communicate. to be frank, well, i do communicate, but not to even my closest friends. i don't have the capacity to handle all of my friends that i need to follow up, that i need to correct. i dunno whether its my problem in capacity or in my priority =(

1 more important things, i want to see the things through God's view. I want to have mercy to others. I have this tendency to judge people because of what they shouldn't do, a small little things that is not supposed to be a problem. Yep, what would Jesus do. Everybody has their own capacity, different capacity. and recently i expect all of my friends to have the same capacity as me. which is totally wrong man... =( because of that i got disappointed a lot. my big huge fault =( I need to learn and learn. seeing myself in their position. praying helps me a lot, God has reconcile and gave me peace...

So back again, nobody is perfect, i'm not perfect. Hmm, another God's way to brake my heart. Yes God, thank you, i'm broken and drew me closer to You. all i want is holding on God's hand, so i can acknowledge his path, trust Him with all my heart and lean to His strength (proverbs 3:5-6)

haih, i've spent my half an hour to blog T.T

hulalalalalalala

encouraged to blog after reading my friend's blog. hmm, these 3 days i've managed to wake up early and came to morning prayer. haha. when i pray, the whole day seems so powerful like never before, although at the previous night i slept around 1-2 and woke up at 5.30 =) Cool God...

My prayer list recently are slightly the same, praying for my family, church, pray for my leader, cellgroup, connect group, friends, indonesian, singapore.. and at least at the end i prayed for myself of course. ha, realized something that i forgotten to pray for this one recently... LOL.. for future partner. LOLS. honestly, i've started praying for this since my senior high school. LOLSSSS. and thank God, Pst kong reminded me when leader's meeting to start thinking about this. he said the proper time to have marriage is between 21-25 years old... LOLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. so friends, how much time u got right now, sister? =D

Yesterday i've prayer meeting at shenny's place with mikki, michele and david. Cool, now i got more ppl praying for school =)

2008 goals check list

We are arriving at month of august. Just want to recap what i've been doing to achieve all of my goals for this year. check it out. i think i'm doing pretty good this year (self praise^^) WELL DONE CYNDY! =)

SPIRITUAL LIFE
- Bible reading (waa. this one not yet. just stuck at Leviticus >,<")
- Bring 5 people to church and seeing them receiving Christ (hmm. didnt count it -.-")
- More equipped by bible study, at least 2 season (now at Christian Lifestyle, but i think surely this year will get through until the 3rd book, Victorious Living ^^)
- Joining one of ministry at city harvest church (yep! cellgroup ministry!)
- Fasting at least once/week (every tuesday! ^^)
- W394 multiply (S43!!!!!!!!!!!)
- More praying (Yeshhh!!!!)

FAMILY AND FRIENDS
- Be a good encourager to others, esp. for my family (wanna be more!!!)

HEALTH
- Gain weight 5kgs (-.- stagnant. not increasing 1 kg at all T.T)
- Do sport, swimming (wahahaha. needa to arrange time to exercise.)
- Be more stylish ^^ (wakakakakaka...)

EMOTIONAL, PSYCHOLOGICAL GROWTH
- Stay cool, less panic
- Anger management
- More sensitive
- More patience
(hmm, i think i did better to manage all those things..)

EDUCATION, INTELLECTUAL, PROFESSIONAL
- Minimal 2 A mark (Yesh!! Jesus gave me 3 As instead!!!)
- Maximal 1 C mark (T.T i got 1 D mark... huhuhu...)
- Read encourage book every 2 months (Battlefield of mind on the go...)
- Enlarging my capacity to be more excellent at my workplace (not working yet. still lookin...)
- Improve English (haha, must learn more...)
- Learn Mandarin (ni zhu zai na li? i improved a lot. wakakaka...)

MATERIAL
- Financial stability (will be there soon ^^)
- Fulfill building fund pledge by the end of March 2008 (it was fulfilled in April instead, but still Praise God!)
- Buy D-SLR camera before April 2008 (comin comin...)
- Be wisdom in every penny I spent (yep... save your pocket!!!)
- Learn more about google adsense and earn some money from it (no timeeee...)
- New phone, iPhone would be nice ^_^ (no need. i got sony ericsson already... whoohoo!)

LEISURE
- Buy Heroes DVD (i think its unnecessary ^^)
- A Trip to Malaysia (some day, i love singapore ^^)
- A Trip to Jakarta or Bandung
- Going home to Bali! It is a MUST! (God, i really want it... )
- Buy shoes (huah. couldnt find it ^^)

Cool right. I'm good, arent I? hahaha. 4 months to go! Will end this year victorious! Never say die!